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TMI Tuesday – Porn, Orgasms, and Cheating

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This week’s TMI Tuesday is a fun one.

1. What sex act have you seen in porn videos/films and have never done but want to do? (Describe act or post a link).

Can you believe I don’t watch much porn?  I may have told you already (what haven’t I told you?) but I don’t really get much out of it.  I’d be willing to try again, but my laptop doesn’t stream it very well.  In order to avoid boring you with this answer, I will tell you that if I were to watch porn right this minute, I would choose some nice girl-girl action involving a strap-on or just a dildo.

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2. A lot of porn is remakes of old ideas. It’s difficult to be creative in porn because it’s all basically about the same thing. Everyone is starved for ideas, and if some new idea is successful, it’s immediately swamped by knock-offs. Do you have an idea for something even a little bit new in porn?

I’m not so much an ideas lady.  I like to go with the (predetermined) flow.  If I watched more porn I might have a few ideas, but to take a guess here is hard because I assume my ideas won’t be novel.

Is there any hot nightclub porn, where they get it on in the middle of the dance floor with people all around?  Dubstep and molly porn?  Camping porn, or sex in the rain porn?  I’ve always wondered if anyone recreated my favorite Penthouse Forum story about the wife riding the stick shift while her husband tried to keep driving.  She was so horny she was just going to hover over it to feel the vibrations, but it felt so good she just had to push down and up, riding the nob until she splashed over her husband’s hand (as he tried to hold it in gear while she rode like crazy).  Reading this stuff as a teen probably did impact me in a way…

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3. Whilst ideally we’d all like to say our partner provides us with the best orgasms, what’s really making you see stars?
a) masturbation
b) sex toys
c) my partner(s)

I’ve said before my husband knows my magic combination.  He makes me g-spot orgasm so many times that I get shaky and spent.  I’ve never seen stars but I bet he is going to take that as a challenge now.  Even when he gives me all those orgasms, I can’t help but to have a little “dessert” and use my hitachi for a nice final orgasm- clitoral this time.  It really does feel like icing on the cake.  So I guess my answer is a mix of all three, with (c) being in first place.

4. Have you ever ‘cheated’ on your partner, and did they know/find out? Would you want someone to tell you if your partner was ‘cheating’? Define what you consider ‘cheating’.

Telling this might be cathartic and it might open old wounds.  But when it comes down to it, I’m a devoted wife and mother, a little lost at times yes, but my priorities have always been and always will be my family.  Yes I have “cheated”.  Last summer I got in touch with a guy we met online and exchanged several texts and a few emails with him.  I got wrapped up in it, feeling that excitement at someone else liking me for the first time in 12 years.  I even felt really embarrassed that I even “liked” the guy, he was young and a dickhead.  The whole time I kept it from my husband because I knew it was wrong to do things in secret.  Then, after stopping communication with the other guy, I came out and told my husband about it.  Even though he held me as I cried and understood and still loved me, it really hurt him and demolished his trust in me.  Then, I continued making mistakes, which he forgave as he found out, but to this day he has every right to be suspicious of me.  It is really stressful to feel like I might have to explain every action, every ding of my phone, even comments here on this blog.  He has the right to be suspicious.  If I had talked to him before about my desire to sext with another guy, he may have agreed.  In reality, I couldn’t handle him doing that with another woman, so I didn’t want to open up that possibility.

Since he found out about this blog (another secret that I was keeping and that I consider a form of cheating) I have not done anything that I wouldn’t tell him about.  I haven’t asked for any sort of relationship with other men, because I realize there was something I was seeking which must be found internally.  No man, even my husband, is going to fill the void that I need to fill.

Like breaking an addiction, I still get a high from thinking about how I’ve abstained from behavior he wouldn’t approve of, how hard it is but I’m doing it.  Then the high is offset by stress that something I’ve done could be misinterpreted, need explanation, eventually there would be no trust.

Bonus: Give us 2-3 erotic paragraphs incorporating the following words in your story(ette): Magnificent, Nero, Licks, Hard, Nipples. (And no, you can’t use them all in one sentence).

WET PASSION- I have no idea where I’m going with this but I’m going to try anyway.

A purple-hued bruise appeared almost immediately as I rubbed the pain away.  Had I known the jagged rock remained under the blanket I would have laid down more carefully.   Nero pressed hard on the welt forming over my hip bone, causing me to slap his hand away, “I’m fine Nero! Please, lets just enjoy this magnificent water fall and the view of the couple fucking under it.”

I quickly forgot the ache of my hip as I focused on the serene fall of water over eroded granite and the two fit bodies entwined in its shadows a mere 20 yards away.  The woman’s body was pressed firmly against the cold wet rock as he drove his hard cock into her from behind.  He paused a moment to gain footing on the base of the rock, and then returned to driving his cock into her deeper, the powerful vibrations must have been rubbing her nipples raw on the porous surface of the mineral which held her in place. 

The sounds of their lovemaking was obscured by the gallons of water falling around them like a curtain, their bliss was obvious as her lips formed “oh’s” and “ahs”, and her eyes remained closed most of the time.  I could only imagine what it must have felt like, held tightly between a boulder and the driving sexual force of a man in the wild.   I wanted that too, to be filled, to feel the cold air and the tiny licks of the river as it’s deflected from the rocks below, onto my legs, my thighs, my cunt.

I turned to Nero and said, “well, I used all the words, let’s go home.”

hehe

13 thoughts on “TMI Tuesday – Porn, Orgasms, and Cheating

  1. I have actually since a porn video of a woman masturbating with the stick shift of a car. It was parked. I was amazed. It wasn’t a great video, just different.

  2. LOL at your bonus story!!
    Thank you for sharing your story #4. Even in an anonymous setting, it can be difficult to put your experience(s) out there. I appreciate your honesty and candor.

    • Thank you, sigh, I never was going to make that mistake but the rush of this new found sexy part of myself was too much to handle. I’ve got a hold on everything now, luckily.

  3. Heh heh – yes, you did use ALL the words! I loved your Penthouse Forum story too. That was such an important part of my adolescence, but kids these days… all they’ve got is free Internet porn. The written word can be much more erotic. Let me guess: the second cheat was with a woman you didn’t tell your husband about? An excited puppy with a wet tongue? Or a…

    • That would be much more juicy if I cheated by talking to another woman. But it was that first guy, I talked to him again AFTER telling my husband about the first time that had ended. Horrible, I know. My husband wanted to read the texts but I wouldn’t let him (i’m a fucking moron I know) so it made it so much worse because it made it seem like I was hiding more than I was. I never ever ever intended to meet the guy in person, but the texts could have made it look like I was going to him.
      Then the last error was talking to Blue via email and waving as he drove by my house….which is why you don’t hear about threesomes with him anymore (not true, Blue got on my nerves and I wanted to ditch him).
      My sins are now purged, I’m a beautiful new rosebud again.

    • Excited puppy….you reading your wife’s erotica again? 😉 I’m not saying there is anything wrong with it, I mean I’ve fucked a banana before.

  4. i searched for molly porn…and…well…now something’s wrong with my stream…

  5. I’m not up to participating, but this rocked, G!

  6. Loved reading this for so many reasons. 🙂
    xoxo

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