Hey everyone. Nice to see you. Happy Boobday! I miss you, too.
Words words words….I can’t say what I really want to say…so here are my boobs.
I hope you enjoy.
I may be back next week, maybe even over the weekend, but I’ll be honest with you, my heart isn’t in this right now. Whether I can write or not, I don’t have anything to say.
Wait, I can say this: there have been so many of you to reach out to offer your friendship, to chat, to talk, email, or tweet. And I don’t mean to reject you, it pains me that I do. I want to be there for you, but besides lack of free time there is something inside me that is missing. That piece that allows me to be vulnerable with anyone other than my husband and my children, that piece that makes me feel okay about giving part of myself to a friendship…being intimate with another, more than sharing pics of my tits or ass or graphic descriptions of sex I had, but me, G. I think that is why I’ve never attempted to lose weight all these years, I had a protective cushion that kept people at a distance. I didn’t want to lose my shield. But life is too fucking short for that. It is time to use what I’ve been given and treat my body right, treat my soul right.
I will keep you updated on my journey…I do love you all.