Hi, so I accepted Panty Parade’s offer to Stop Whining and do this 12 Step 12 Week challenge. Stop reading if my talking about writing bores you. Wouldn’t want that. You can entertain yourself with boobs until you see my TMI Tuesday post tomorrow. Feel free to get comfortable, I don’t mind nipple play, those suckers are tough.
So back to Panty Parade. See, it is pretty cool, because she is an excellent writer, and she saw that I really want to improve my writing. Right now I need to get time to write! And she believes that I can get some time, and accomplish my goals.
So, on to the task at hand, week 1 is where I define my writing style and map out a plan.
What kind of writer am I?
G is like your crazy girlfriend that loves to talk about sex. I try not to embarrass you by doing it at school drop-off, but lets just say I am always willing to discuss mine and your escapades and fantasies if you are willing. I will take you to the sex toy shop beyond city limits, and we can giggle together as I tell you what works best for me. Except I won’t admit that BIG dildo actually looks REALLY fun. Unless I know you like to be stretched too, then we can giggle about that.
See, I’m not too shy. Since beginning a blog I’ve found writing to be fun. Writing about sex is even more fun. Writing about my feelings about sex is super fun, and rewarding! Getting your feedback on my writing about feelings about sex is where its at. And exploring my fantasies, in my mind at least, how can that be anything but fucking awesome?
I get a little bent sometimes because well, I’m open to trying to new things but I really haven’t done much. Sure, I’ve done a whole hell of a lot compared to others, okay. But, I am not and won’t be part of a D/s relationship, I don’t have fetishes (that I know of), I’m not single and/or a proud slut, I’m a married woman who has a wonderful bi husband who has requested that we have threesomes with other bi men. Whether we can do the “hot wife” thing in the future is unknown, whether we will fuck other girls is unknown, whether we will fuck another couple is unknown. Because even though I am open to experiences I am still very picky about what/who we actually do. And I go through insecure periods and playing with other people doesn’t help that insecurity get better. But I can talk about insecurities if you want…yeah I didn’t think so.
I’ve always thought of myself as a creative person. Over time it has become less and less spontaneous. When creating becomes work I quickly avoid the triggers to my creativity. I can sit down and write using a schedule, but it takes a lot more time and is received less affectionately than spontaneous musings. Hopefully I get that fire back soon.
I sort of touched on this in the Week 0 post, but I have set some output goals for myself. I’ve always loved making checklists and checking off tasks, so meeting the quota I set for myself will be rewarding. Its not going to revamp that creativity though, so I’ve come up with a few other tricks.
I’m not sure if I want to write those out. One of the articles I read for Week 2 really asks you to ponder your audience. Who do I write for? I know there are a lot of other bloggers that read my posts, but I’m learning about writing from them, have I anything to offer them? Besides a glimpse at someone just really starting to form ideas of what it means to write and be a writer in some capacity? That tabula rosa writer, the bottom-up process exemplified?
Anyway… I want to write to entertain and sexually arouse people. I feel like I do that enough but I could greatly improve, *pats on the back*. But I don’t want to produce smut, anyone can find porn if they want it. I want to be more than that. A writer that takes the reader on a journey where they lose themselves and become the character, or see themselves as the narrator. Can I do this? We shall see I suppose! Once I get done writing about writing I can get started on writing!
And orgasms, I need a few right about now.